C.R.A.P

let me cry until i become blind

let me sing until i am mute

let me blast songs into my ears until i turn deaf

let me disappear from this world; from everyone's memory.

<3

went over to boss's house on monday and i ate durian!!

i twisted his hand, poked his rib, taupoked him. and in return he elbowed my eye, dropped my phone.



all accidents la. haha!



i still wanna eat more durians.

term break is ending this sunday. so sad T_T

cravings~

i watched ghosts of gfs past with boss on friday. i thought it was quite nice. funneh ghosts.

then i met my mushrooms at night! haha.

i wanna eat durians. >.< its the durian season now right? mannnn~~~

satisfied

19June09




















jun zhi said: "eh emilene, 你瘦了leh."

so happy. lol

SHOPPING FINALLY

i finally got myself a new purse.
i finally got myself footwears. sorry my dearest jieling. see me wear and you pretend that it is your leg la. will you be happier that way? heee dont sad la. i giib euu kisshhXx.
i finally got myself a new skirt. the loooooong loooong one you know.
i finally got myself a new bracelet. so nice so nice. i like i like.


kakaka, lucky she dont read my blog. if not i think she'll kill me if she sees this picture up.

kukumalu. tam jia shot.

camera shy


she become da da. i downgrade to zhong zhong. haha. our secret.

she is taking pictures with my phone. and,

this was what she was trying to do.


haven't been taking self shots for quite some time and this is what happens.

this was the.. 3rd or 4th attempt i think haha!


about 12pm i sms-ed my 2 loves to wear heels cus i wanna wear heels. if i wear and dont inform them, they'll complain saying im the tallest among them already still wanna wear heels. therefore, i asked them to wear.

then we shopped around to buy our stuffs. i was already complaining that my leg is pain around 2pm. until later i bought one of my footwear, jieling ask me to change since my leg is pain. i dont want. i said i wanna train cus i haven been wearing heels for a long time. at least half a year. about 6pm, i finally gave up and change to the first footwear i bought. wahahaaaaa. then she say i loooussssyyyyy. heheheeeeeee

my precious dearest darling lovely cousinsssssssssss, i love you so much so much so much. im glad we weren't biological sisters. cus i dont think we'd be that close as we are now if we were.

i love everything i bought today! so happy so happy.

both of them are also very happy because seeing me spend money makes them happy. LOL.

2nd post

PK - 梁靜茹&曹格

你有堅持的事情
我也有我的個性
這次不讓妳 call我兄弟飆歌去
跟兩個人有關係
你卻一個人決定
情緒谷底 約好姊妹喝香檳

最恨別人對我不相信
我嚮往的親密是一起做決定
干涉太多是囚禁
溝通太少是疏離
愛有千百萬種定義

三天不聯絡 和解要被動
不談對錯 假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流 殘局你來收
雖然心疼 不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

〃間奏〃

你有堅持的事情
我也有我的個性
這次不讓妳 call我兄弟飆歌去
跟兩個人有關係
你卻一個人決定
情緒谷底(情緒谷底) 約好姊妹喝香檳

最恨別人對我不相信
我嚮往的親密是一起做決定
干涉太多是囚禁
溝通太少是疏離
愛有千百萬種定義

三天不聯絡 和解要被動
不談對錯 假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流 殘局你來收
雖然心疼 不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

三天不聯絡 和解要被動
不談對錯 假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流 殘局你來收
雖然心疼 不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

三天不聯絡 和解要被動
不談對錯 假裝沒冷戰過
想在愛裡當主key 要搶到麥克風
三天淚狂流 殘局你來收
雖然心疼 不能攤手低頭
心思拉扯中 PK寂寞




isn't this very true?

O-V-E-R OVER! ITS OVER!

CT IS OVER! so happy. but i'm sfraid i won't be happy with the results. sucks sucks sucks :(






I AM GOING SHOPPING AND EATING AND SHOPPING AND EATING AND EATING AND EATING AND SHOPPING WITH JIELING AND AH GIRL THIS SUNDAY! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! SPEND MY SAVINGS UNTIL ZERO DOLLARS AHHHHHH. no la im just kidding =\





i need:
new purse
new watch
new foot wears
new clothes
new accessories







i'm so sleepy. so high. head so pain still.

not well

i think i must have sufficient sleep.
i think i must sleep early.
because if i dont,








head ache
heavy head
nauseous







like now.

L-O-V-E

chenhaw 'says:
lol

chenhaw 'says:
this is

chenhaw 'says:
weird

chenhaw 'says:
u actually put a cat as ur dp!

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
whyyyyyyyyy?

chenhaw ' says:
lmao

chenhaw 'says:
i tot u hate cats?!

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
wth? you talking to wrong person ah?

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
LOL

- emilene | ohmyass(ignments)! says:
i like ah

chenhaw 'says:
SHI MEH!!!

chenhaw 'says:
no lei ! i tot u hate

chenhaw 'says:
=/

chenhaw 'says:
omg

chenhaw 'says:
GG

chenhaw 'says:
ok

chenhaw 'says:
:$



went to KE's concert on the 29th. was nice. although justina, i caught you um-chio-ing for uncountable times because you were distracted by us, you still did great. more stable when singing infront of audiences liao wor! jyjy.

wejian was funny. "who are you to take away my beast?!"


so nice. i am done with my ass-ignments. CT next week. hopefully my brain engine is working well. i scared leh :(

dont know what is my boss doing now. i miss you.


p.s. to jus, tell me if you want wj's back view okay. although another girl is sitting beside him, i can help you cut her away. lol